The sun will rise again. Maybe it will not rise today or the day after but it will eventually rise. I know how it feels to be a spectator in your own life. To have nothing to look forward to and to be angry at yourself. Maybe you are angry at yourself because you failed to achieve your dreams or because the world hasn’t been kind to you.
People who are close to you might tell you that you are ungrateful but all you wanted was more. I know how it feels to go about the day with a heavy heart and cry yourself to sleep at night.
I am not here to tell you that you are ungrateful or that you are an attention seeker. All I want to say is that I have walked that road before and I will not judge you but, I understand.
Reading novels, my diary, listening to old school music, yoga and watching Spongebob has been helpful. I hope you will find something that will help you go through the day.
I pray that you find healing and that you will be kind to yourself. Remember that it is okay to have good and bad days. It’s okay not to be okay but it’s not okay to bottle your pain inside.
Be kind to yourself and take care of the person you see when you look in the mirror❤.