You deserve to know
I write this letter with a heavy heart. I wish I could locate where the pain is coming from and ease the pain. It hurts and I wish it would all go away. It is difficult to explain to someone that you feel like you are about to drown when you are walking on dry land. Sometimes I struggle to catch my breath but then maybe it is all happening in my head but although it might sound silly it feels real to me.
You deserve to know why I have been distant lately, but do you have the time to sit down and listen. I don’t want to burden you with my tonne of struggles, and I don’t want to be a burden. One moment I have everything figured out but then it just hits me and I want to spend the day in bed. Is this all my own doing or should I blame the pandemic? Maybe it is time I find someone to talk to.
Fingers crossed, it will get better.
This blog post is dedicated to anyone who is going through a difficult time, who might be feeling anxious, confused and exhausted. You are not alone