I was not ready to say goodbye

There was a time I was hopeful that you would call and apologize for leaving without saying goodbye. I wanted you to hold me so tight and never let me go. I remember crying myself to sleep every night because my life was incomplete without you. You made me smile, laugh and I adored you.

I thought that the pain would get better with time, unfortunately the pain only  intensified. Why did you choose to leave when you were my ray of sunshine? When I buried you I also buried some part of me and the thought of you always wet my cheeks.

I prayed for you every night before I retired to bed not because l wanted to but, I had become so used to doing so. You were kind, loving and caring. I was lucky to have you in my life.

There was a time I was bitter and angry but I realized that you always wanted the best for me. How I wish I  could see you again. If I had the chance to see you again I  would  remind you that I love you. I really wish I could see you again . I was lucky to have you in my life and I will always make you proud.

Remembering our loved ones whom we have lost.

Published by tcndangana

The girl with an overactive imagination

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